Well, yesterday I learned some new things about myself. I made Meatloaf, broccoli casserole, potato casserole, green beans and macaroni and cheese. When I finished filling my plate I looked at it and realized that I had put "huge" amounts of food on my plate. I knew there was no way I could eat all that food. I ate more of it than I should have though and I realized that my head still wants to control me! Later we had cake and homemade ice cream and I ate both of them. I didn't dump, I don't think, however I noticed I was soooo.........tired, I just wanted to go to sleep. I realized yesterday that my surgery is only a tool and the success of this tool is still up to me and five months does not automatically fix the 20 years of damage I've done to myself. Still a daily learning process!
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