NEW YEAR!!!

I'm really lacking in my blogging these days, mostly because there really hasn't been much to tell. My total loss is 111 lbs, which is what it has been since November 7th......no loss in four whole weeks! I am feeling very frustrated on one hand and on the other hand I realize that I did eat more than I should have through the holidays, including sugar, and not to have gained was a wonder in itself. On the other hand, Christmas was almost two weeks ago, and I still haven't lost anything, and I am feeling a bit frustrated. Clearly not much has changed, as I am still as always in the past when I've let go, am struggling to get myself back on track. ANYWAY.....I am ready to see a loss on the scale again and am still hoping that I will be able to pull off 15 lbs before my birthday so I can fall below the 200 lb mark!

Hope everyone had a good New Year's and am praying for all of you in addition to myself that we have a better 2011 than 2010. When I mentioned to Brock though how awful 2010 was, he named all the good things that happened in 2010, and made me realize that I really am blessed even though at times I feel like I am spinning my wheels in the dust! Fortunately for us Keith is returning to work on Monday. I ask that you please pray for him that God will place a hedge of protection over his body so that he will be able to work this year and help us move past some of the dreadful debt we are in. Some days I feel like I am sinking, and have you been to the grocery store lately?????? PRICES ARE OUTRAGEOUS!!!! Higher gas prices, higher electric, water, cable, groceries, taxes and insurance, already feeling like I'm drowning and on top of that; NO RAISE FOR 2011....THANK YOU PRESIDENT OBAMA!!!! I'm not bitter! :)