What is My Problem?????

  I seem to just eat and eat and eat.......it's like food is all I have been thinking about lately!  I have such a fear of coming this far and gaining all the weight back, and yet I still continue to eat too much!  It's just like always.....proving the head game goes on and on.  I am still way too close to 200 lbs, to let myself rest at all, it wouldn't take much for me to top over that mark, and yet I would be so angry with myself if I did do that!  Today I decided that I would try having a protein shake for breakfast for a few days, and attempt to watch my calories closer and see if I can start the scale moving downward.  I need to be more vigilant....get thee behind me Satan!!!