I haven't posted in several weeks....I've been feeling a little down. I was on vacation a couple of weeks ago, and I ended up gaining a few pounds. I have lost all of them now, but still hanging on to the last few pounds before I fall into "onederland". I will be one year out from surgery in just a few weeks, and it would be so awesome for me if I could make to "onederland" before my anniversary date. I am able to eat quite a bit more now and it really makes me nervous! I can't wait for the weather to warm up enough that I can get out and do some yard work, surely that will help me not to eat! I still love food....can't deny it! Michael will be leaving in just over a month to go to Nepal for a month, then moving to Connecticut with Krayne in June. Billie Jo is going with me to see them in June and we're going to visit New York City. I have never been to New York City and am looking forward to the experience. I am also thankful that I can visit without the worries of fitting into tight places on the train, theater seats, etc., and just simply feeling like walking the streets of New York. They live just about two miles from the beach.....my first experience with trying to find a swimming suit coming up....that should be interesting! My legs do NOT look good, so being in a swim suit won't be that much better than before losing weight. They are very flabby! My arms are very flabby too, so I'm still having to be very careful with short sleeve and no sleeve shirts. Although I do look a lot better in my clothes, I've discovered that "just because I CAN wear something; doesn't mean I should wear it!"
